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Pride Month

6/9/2021

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The month of June is Pride Month, as most people know. It is a month where people of the LGBTQIA+ community celebrate and to bring awareness to things that need to change. Did you know that gay marriage wasn't legal for all 50 states until 2015? It's been 6 years and that was a huge event. So up until 2015, LOVING someone was illegal. Wanting to be with someone legally, like all other normal couples, was illegal. You could not be with the one you love legally because people believed marriage should be between a man and a woman, not between 2 people who love each other unconditionally. I am part of this community. I am openly bisexual. While I am in a relationship and getting married to a man, that still does not change the fact that I am bisexual. I learned I was bisexual at 13 years old. I've known since I was a little girl (probably about 5) that I did like girls, more then just friends, but I also really liked boys, more then just friends. Back then, I didn't realize I was bisexual until I met this amazing beautiful girl, and I realized I really liked her.... but I felt so alone. I didn't come out until I was 19. The first person I came out to was my amazing fiance Brennan. He reassured me that I was loved and me being attracted to girls does not affect our relationship. He has no idea, but those words meant the world to me. I've tried to come out before, but I was always told "I'm just confused, I have to pick boys or girls?, being bisexual isn't a thing, it's just an excuse for people to "whore" around." I am not confused, I don't want to "whore" around, and yes, I love both genders equally. If Brennan was a girl I'd still love him and would want to be with him. But I am not confused. Pride month for me, as a bisexual woman, who is also a person of color, is to spread awareness. Yes I am with a Cis white male (meaning he was born a man, he sees himself as a man, and he is attracted to the opposite gender only), yes our relationship does appear to be a hetero normal relationship, but we aren't. One of us is straight, the other one (me) goes wherever the heart goes). I am not straight just because I'm with a man. I am not straight because I have only been with men. I am bisexual and VERY proud. If this turns away potential clients, oh well. I believe that everyone has the right to love each other, and get married, and spend their lives with the people they care about. 

June isn't about us showing off that we aren't straight, it's to show the world that we are here, we are queer, and we are trying to be happy and have equal rights just like every other human being. 

I had the amazing opportunity to shoot and work with the LGBTQIA+ community for Genderfuq, a rock show that features members of the community and other performers. I saw my very first drag performances, discovered new amazing bands, and a love for slam poetry and poetry all together. They are artists, supporting me, an artist, and it was such an amazing opportunity. I met others in the same shoes as me, and made so many new friends, and honestly a love for new bands (I'm looking at you Vengeance Tampon and Stop Karen). Worst Horse, your piece was amazing and so emotional and raw, it helped me feel not so alone in this world. Eyelash, you were so f*****g amazing! I LOVED watching you guys perform and jam out. Church, for your first time on the stage performing, I honestly had no idea until it was mentioned, and you were amazing. So much emotion and rawness, I just loved it.  Lux St. Diamond, we both know I love you, thank you for inviting me to this event. For my first ever drag event I was so impressed, and now I'm hooked and addicted. Mona Diet, I also LOVED watching your performance. I never knew drag could be like that and you are so talented. Sophia, thank you for putting this together, and making sure I felt so welcome, you have no idea how much I appreciated it.

Please, enjoy the photos from Genderfuq 2021, and I hope to see everyone at Genderfuq 2022! 
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Life as a Studio Portrait Artist

1/2/2021

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When I first started my photography journey back in 2014 as a business, I swore I'd never shoot in a studio, or own one. I was 100% a natural light photographer and felt cramped in a studio space. I was seriously dead set on it. I thought as a senior and couples photographer I didn't need it. And in some ways, I was right. I don't need a studio, but now I want one. I have been doing a ton of studio work while it's been cold and I have learned so much. While I am a natural light photographer, I have learned how to use my off camera flash and even strobes, and I have learned it makes a huge difference in the studio. When I'm outside, I have to go with the flow. I have to shoot within the time frame that the sun is out in golden hour, the weather is a huge factor, and even the location can matter, like if you have physical needs for the terrain  (much like I do). In the studio I do not have to worry about lighting, weather, or the terrain. But I do miss the beautiful backgrounds and different locations. 

Because I have been working more in a studio though I am starting to notice I have a very set style with my studio work and I'm very much in love with it. In some of the studio sessions, I use only off camera lighting (because the session is probably at 9pm where there's no light), or only natural light, or even a mixture of both! 
Models on Styled Sessions : 
https://www.instagram.com/savvysue1992/


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https://www.instagram.com/kiaxlee_/

https://www.instagram.com/alexis.teresita/

https://www.instagram.com/naturallybriii/

https://www.instagram.com/alwayssharynlove/

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Austin and Karlee Fischer

9/15/2020

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First off, congratulations to this beautiful family!

I'm so happy for Karlee and Austin. When I first met Karlee, we were in middle school. She was in 6th grade, and I was in 7th. Karlee and I had Select Girls Choir together, and my first impression of her was she was just like me. Shy, quiet, but she seemed super nice. We became friends, and then I started high school and I went to a different high school. When I transferred schools, Karlee was once again, in choir with me. She was one of my very first friends in my new school. I got to know her over the years and I can honestly say she is one of the best people I know. She is caring, honest, sweet, kind, realistic, and amazing. I looked up to her. She was not afraid to speak her mind, and I loved that about her.

With Austin, I never really got to know him that well. We had classes together senior year (maybe junior year too?), and I sat next to him in a few of my classes. He seemed like a nice guy, kept to himself. I wish I got to know him better in school. I didn't really get to know him until he and Karlee got engaged. I learned he loves her so much more then what meets the eye. The way he looks at her... you can just see and feel how much he loves her. Karlee has found an amazing man who can love her the way every woman deserves to be loved. I still don't know him very well, but I know just from how much he loves her, he is just as amazing as she is. He is kind to her, sweet, loving, honest, realistic, and amazing. He is an amazing father to their son, Cole. He truly strives to be the man he wants his son to grow up to be. I truly could of not asked for a better person to be in my friend's life. 

Karlee, Austin, I am SO happy and proud of you guys. I wish you many years of happiness, love, kindness, honesty, and all the good stuff in life. You;ll have good times, and bad times like any other marriage, but I know you guys will give it your all and beyond because of how much you love each other. You're both so amazing, thank you for letting me not only take part of your wedding as a guest, but also as your photographer and friend. 

Check out the wedding gallery here! 

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A Little Note From Yours Truly

6/29/2020

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I have been noticing something in the local photography community lately, and it's honestly been very.... well I can't put it into words. It's been making me mad. It's been hurting me. Utah photographers, I am so proud with all the support with the BLM and for BIPOC, like seriously so proud, but it is NOT ok to post your clients who are bipoc, just because they are bipoc. We are more then just our skin color. Why not post about how great of people we are? Why not post our story? Why are you using our skin color for your gain and image? Why are you targeting other photographers for not posting a lot of bipoc on their pages? I hate to break it to you, but Utah is a mostly white state. Even as a photographer who is a person of color, I have not photographed many other bipoc in my 2.5 years of living here. There are some photographers who have never photographed a person of color before. Why are you telling the photographers who are not posting a lot of bipoc they are not supporting us 100%? Why are some getting told to give up some of their clients to photographers who are bipoc? They have families too. They have homes they need to pay for as well. 

Now then, here's how we as photographers can help other photographers who are bipoc without ruining our businesses and can still support our families. 

1.  Share posts of bipoc to your page! 
2.  Have a client ask you to shoot something you don't shoot? Recommend them to a bipoc photographer who does offer it, but still make sure they can give the quality the client wants.
3. Keep posting about BLM! Don't stop! 
4. Be our friend. Let us rant to you about our hardships we go through, listen to us. 
5. Don't be an asshole. That's just a given for everyone. Remember you don't know everyone's life or circumstances.
6. Don't post your bipoc just because they are bipoc!! 

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People are scared of me because they don't know what I am.

6/19/2020

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I went to my very first protest On June 2nd. I am sick and tired of fearing for my family's lives. I am sick it tired worried I'll get a call from my mom saying my brother(s) was pulled over and shot and killed because an officer was afraid he'd hurt them, or my dad! I'm sick and tired of getting called the N word. I am sick and tired of hearing how black people are "dirty trash". I am sick and tired of hearing the N word as a joke. We are not a joke! We are not your target practice! We are not scary, we will not hurt you (at least with my family). We just want to live our lives! We have lives.

So here's my opinion about everything going on with the rioting. I'm honestly so confused. I don't believe in violence. I don't believe in stealing. I 100% support peaceful protests. At first I was against everything going on, and then my amazing fiance made a very good point. We have done all that we can peacefully and we still weren't being heard. I was against it because I was and currently still am afraid that my family will get hurt. I am worried people will use this fear and everything going on to harm those I love. I am afraid someone will see my brothers and hurt them or KILL them because they see black men and will be afraid my brothers are there to try and hurt them, do they hurt back to "protect" themselves. I am afraid for my nephew's futures. I am afraid for my dad, who has been attacked before over his race. And that's the problem. I am afraid people will hurt my family because we are black, and THAT'S why we are protesting. I still don't believe in violence or theft or destruction of property, but property can be replaced, lives can not. My family can not be replaced. We are fighting for not only our rights and freedom, but also our safety. We just want to be heard and feel safe.

As this month has gone by I have seen so many different opinions. I have seen "All Lives Matter", "Black Lives Do NOT Matter", "My Life Matters Too" and so much more. I have seen people insist that white privilege isn't a thing and just a way for us people of color to be racist. I have seen a lot of things that has made me even more disappointed in my peers, friends, family, and strangers, but I have also seen things that have made me so proud that I'm surrounded by the people I am. But how can we say all lives matter when there are people fearing for their lives over their race because there are people out there who want them dead simply because of the color of their skin. How can my life matter when to some, it does not? I do agree all lives matter, but not everyone sees it that way. All lives matter is the goal of where we want and need to be as humans, but we are not there yet. 

As you are about to read below, I have experienced all sides. I experienced racism just as bad as someone who is fully black, I have experienced white privilege, I have experienced racism on all sides.

If you watch the tv show on Netflix called "Dear White People", one of the main characters is Samantha White, she is half black half white like I am. She went to an ivy league school and in the black housing, and there she was too white for the black kids, but too black for the white kids, and she identified herself as a black women. Never before in my life have I seen something I 100% relate to. I have never related to a tv character so much before where her pain has brought up my pain. Where her experiences are very similar to mine. Getting called a "monkey", "half breed", and so many other names. Getting constantly reminded that we are only half, that we have lighter skin (and boy, lemme tell you, I am fully aware of how white I am),  so therefore we don't know what we are talking about, but we do! I know not all mixed children experience racism to the fullest degree, I know I haven't, but I have watched it and seen it with my dad, I have experienced racism in general with myself because I'm just "ethnic looking" and met so many people who are just scared of me because they don't know what I am. Let me say that again. People are scared of me because they don't know what I am.  And when I tell them I am half black and half white, I have to be careful because I don't know what the reactions will be. I have received love and understanding,  but also hate and feeling like I am in danger. But here's the main thing, is why are people scared of me? Why do I get told frequently people are so happy that I'm not part of a gang, or going to rob and kill them? Why are people saying it's because that I am half white that I won't do that? Why can't they just realize because my parents are good people and they raised me to be a good person? What does my race have to do with my character? 

​Now then, let me also remind you I have experienced white privilege because I have very light skin. When I was a child our family did not go to Denny's. The manager there did not like my dad simply because of the color of his skin. He was worried my dad would rob the restaurant or kill him. Because of the color of his skin. When we went there as a family we wouldn't get greeted, we would stand at the entrance watching the WHITE families getting seated first when they come in after us. When my mom finally asks what's going on and we get seated, we wait for at least an hour to finally get asked what do we want to drink. I will admit, my dad has a temper, but he is all bark and no bite. At that point my dad is yelling and swearing at the staff because we were there at that point for an hour and a half just waiting to get a seat and get drinks while the people who came in after us were already getting their food. I remember my dad demanding to speak to the manager, and the manager refused to go see him because he didn't want to be around "those monkeys and their half breeds". At that point I was still young enough to not realize what was going on. The next month I asked my mom to take me there, just the two of us, and all of a sudden we had our food in less then 30 minutes, and the manager was happy with us and talking to us and making jokes! My mom was fuming, I couldn't understand why, that is until she lost her temper (which does not happen often) and what made me realize what was going on was when my mom said "Why are we getting better service now, and not when she was with her BLACK husband." After that we paid and left. I never knew what was going on until then. When I moved to Utah, I noticed things were easier for me, like going to the ER, I was suddenly in and out within 4 hours tops, verses the normal 12 I grew up with. It's not like in Idaho when I was there for 12 hours it was busy, no I literally heard the staff argue over who would help the "ni**er family". Just so everyone knows, I didn't know what the N word was until I was 16 years old. Until I realized it was a bad word, I thought it was something normal people said because it was always used at me and around me. I used it freely because I didn't know what it was. I didn't realize it was racism until I got older and learned about that word. When I moved here I didn't hear it as often. Nobody called me that. When I got pulled over yeah there were cops who were racist but I knew it wasn't because I was black, it was because they were racist over anyone and everyone who are people of color. The first time I got pulled over here in Utah it was for a broken head light. I did everything my mom and dad taught me to do. Keep my hands where the officer can see them, tell them my every move before I do it, ask for permission before I do anything, and most of all try and keep my very curly hair hidden (they didn't teach me that, it's something I learned the hard way). I was worried the officer would ask me to get out of my car and I wouldn't come home that night, but instead he asked me why was I doing all of that and told me my head light was broken and told me places where I could get it fixed. I was flabbergasted. I have never been treated so nicely before by an officer. I wasn't told to get out of the car or being told I was going to fast (I was going 5mph over an ice patch and still got into a car accident.... but the accident was with a cop. Let's just say their vehicles are monsters). I wasn't getting told I stole my car, or that I was a suspicious person. It was a simple "Your head light is out, here's where you can get it fixed, and a fix it ticket. Also why are you doing all of that?" It sucked getting my first ever ticket, but I went home smiling because for the first time ever, I felt safe. THAT is what I think white privilege feels like. Feeling like you can come home after getting pulled over. I also stopped getting followed around in store, and getting called a shop lifter every time I readjusted my purse. I didn't get second glances at all in the makeup section in Walmart or the candy isle in Smith's. Maybe that's not white privilege, but to me it was little things like those experiences that made me realize people don't see my skin or know who I am, and that small little detail changed so many things in my life. 


I have been asking my mom a lot of questions about what her opinion is about everything as a white woman married to a black man and having mixed children. She told me her fears for us kids and my dad. Her frustration over us having to experience what we had to, and her sadness over how I became scared to admit that I am African American. I was bullied my entire life for it, I was very confused because why would I be bullied over the way I look or because my parents fell in love? I was bullied by both the black community and the white, but I still always reminded myself who I was, and I am a black American woman. I understand that the protests are MORE then just police brutality and  it's about our community. We want to feel safe in our own community, because unfortunately we are not. We are turning against each other as humans. But despite all of this sadness and fear, it's also bringing out the best in people. I have been surprised over what I have been seeing, both good and bad. I am proud of my friends and community for sticking up for my family. I am proud of my fiance for helping me see what's going on in this world and educating me (because I honestly didn't know how to feel at first because I respect law enforcement but I'm also terrified of them). I am sad that not all of my family sees it that way, but happy that a majority of my family understands. Anyways I'm just proud of my community.

I know this was a lot to read, if you read all of it or even a small portion, thank you for taking time out of your day to hear my voice. I know not a lot of people read my blogs (or anyone really), so if you made the extra effort, thank you, I really do appreciate it. 


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I'm Getting 2 More "Younger" Siblings!

6/6/2020

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So if you didn't know already, these two are basically 85% of my portfolio for couples. Obviously they are a super adorable couple, but they're also my future in laws! Kyle is the younger brother to my amazing fiance Brennan, and Savannah is Kyle's fiance! These two are honestly the reason why I started taking my high school couples more seriously. Before I met them I honestly didn't think high school relationships lasted or even mattered in the real world, they were bound to break up eventually. I have only met 1 couple close to my age that has made it all through high school and after graduation (they're also pregnant with child #5!). But other then that 1 couple I thought modern day high school sweet hearts was a bunch of bull crap basically. These guys have only been together for about 3 months longer then I have with Brennan. I honestly didn't take them seriously in the first 2 years, because they were young, still in high school, and both still had a bunch of growing to do as individuals. But then over the past year I've watched them go through hardships that are so hard that if I went through them with Brennan, I would honestly be a single woman. I've watched them grow together, and love each other even more then when they first started dating. When I see how Kyle lights up when he talks about her, it honestly reminds me of the way Brennan lights up when he talks about science. And when Savannah starts thinking about Kyle, it's so obvious. Her eyes light up and she starts smiling like the biggest dork you'll ever meet. It took me a long time to realize it, but these guys are obviously meant to be. Thank you for changing my views on modern day high school relationships. Thank you for always being there for me and Brennan and being my very first friends when I moved down here in Utah. I'm so excited to be apart of your family and have you guys as part of my family! 
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A Cat's  Life in Quarantine

3/30/2020

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So with my day job, I am considered an "essential employee" and I totally am. I work in public transit. There are nurses, doctors, fire fighters, police officers, who take public transit to work, and the elderly who need to go shopping and can't drive anymore and they don't have family with them to drive them to places, they rely on public transit as well to get them to places. But while I am not at my day job, I am a photographer. With Covid-19, I have officially shut my business down temporarily for the safety of my clients and as well as my own. I haven't used my camera in over a month. When I'm not at work, I am at home bored out of my mind, so I decided to document my cat's life. I spent 2 hours literally just following my cats around the house and photographing them. I have learned some pretty interesting things about them, like Snoopy (my big boy that's a mamma's boy) LOVES the camera. He would sit there and just move his face around the lighting! It was super interesting. And my baby girl Stella (who is a total daddy's girl), is still too young for photos, she can't even keep her eyes open at the same time and is constantly on the move. But 1 thing that I did notice is they're happy that mom and dad are home more often! 
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I'm Getting MARRIED!! But I accidentally found my dress way too early, but did I mention I'm getting married?

1/18/2020

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I found out I live literally 4 blocks away from a bridal store. I had no idea it was there, so I decided to just pop my head in and look around with one of my friends. My friend also works 4 blocks away from there and she didn’t even know it was there. Well, while we are looking, we somehow get convinced to make a walk in appointment to try on wedding dresses. I figured why not, we both had 20-45 minutes to spare, so we tried on 3 different dresses. Then I tried on this dress, and I’m kinda obsessed. I can’t stop thinking about it, but the issue is it’s $1,075. I can’t afford that, that’s a huge chunk of the budget, and then I get told of this website. It’s the same dress, in my budget. Now the issue is it’s too early for me to find THE dress, the wedding isn’t for another 2 years, I wasn’t going to actually buy the dress until 2021, so now here I am, looking at my dream dress, in my budget, knowing I can get the money for it and alterations in about 8 months, but I don’t know if I’ll fit in it in the next 2 years or not. Link to the online dress is right here! -----> https://www.cocomelody.com/a-line-court-train-tulle-wedding-dress-cw2269.html?fbclid=IwAR0WS3D0G1EnGu6ijlOSg7-2ih5IFBiwrnfEc9exgcY652xT-L-H6ygaxRM


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So here are some thing I have learned as a future bride, it's never too early to start planning. Weddings are expensive, if you know what you want, go ahead and start shopping if you have the money. Set up a budget! I cannot stress that enough. My budget is not set in stone, but it's looking like $7,000. I know how much it'll cost for food (about $300 for the main dish and I should plan an extra $100 for side dishes and an extra $150 for desert), I know my venue won't be more then $700 because we're doing a camp ground, my cake will be about $150 (I'm using Savvvy Bakes (I don't know why the link is invisable but it's right here ---> Savvvy Bakes ), I'm making my own flowers (hello Costco, Smith's, Walmart, anywhere that sells flowers), basically 90% of this wedding will be DIY. I'll post some Pinterest links and photos of the experimental stuff I'll be making like my bouquet! But I'm super excited! I cannot wait until the serious planning starts, but I have t-minus 2.5 years left until the big day! 
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Senior Spotlight: Ashley

10/22/2019

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Fun Fact Zone

Me: What is your favorite ice cream flavor?

Ashley: "Classic Moosetracks, hands down. Can’t go wrong. I always have at least one, if not two, tubs in my freezer at all times. This ice cream has gotten me through many, many late night study sessions."
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"As far as other role models go, my entire family supported me, but my Mom was the true MVP. "
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Ashley Zweifel graduated high school from Century, in Pocatello, Idaho, since then she has continued on with the college life, and is now a University of Utah graduate.

The major she chose is Family, Community, and Human Development with an emphasis in Child Life. In layman's terms that means she has chosen to do a career working with children and their families in the medical setting to make it less traumatizing through therapy play (like having the children play with dolls and their lives, it's a way for them to physically show their side of things and help us grownups see as well. ) She wasn't also majoring in that though. When she first started she was a Hospitality major with en emphasis in event coordination because she wanted to plan weddings (me too!). She chose to not continue that route in her life due to pressure, as she puts it, "an identity crisis and decided to change my major after everyone kept telling me that I was so smart and so advanced (hello gifted child syndrome) and I could do so much more than plan weddings. " 

She does not have any current plans now that she is done with school. "I am just looking forward to having my life be mine. I will find something someday so I’m not stressing about it "

So what are the wise words of a college graduate? 

"Graduating won’t mean anything if you are dead inside by the time you get there. So- don’t stress the small stuff- and try not to stress too much over the big stuff either. Seriously, prioritize self-care. Obviously, you want to have good grades, but more importantly you should want to have a good life! Your professor truly doesn’t care if you miss Tuesday’s lecture to take a mental health day, and your degree is still valid even if you got a B- in Intro to Stats because you kind of bombed the midterm after you went to a concert with your pals the night before. After all, what do they call medical students at the bottom of their class? DOCTORS. What I am saying is find balance- study, but don’t ONLY study, make sure you are making time to be a human being. Don’t kill yourself to get to the finish line, because even if you get the medal at the end, you’ve still lost. " 


I'd also like to give a small shout out to her amazing mom.

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Without my Mom I would not have made it. She moved me two thousand miles across the country to Atlanta, Georgia, then back again, and supported me throughout the entire journey. My life kind of fell apart at one point and I took a leave of absence without knowing when, or if, I would go back- and she supported me no matter what. I recovered, as humans do, and she supported me in getting back to university to finish when I was ready. Without her support, I literally would not have gotten there in the first place or gone back in the end. "

This last semester has been a blast for her! She is now just finishing Gen Ed (General Education). 

"I am taking figurine sculpture, which I love, and an awesome class on dinosaurs, too. My favorite, though, is a class called Science in Cinema. We seriously just watch science based movies one day, then get a lecture about the real-world science and compare it to the film to see if it is accurate or not on the next. We’ve watched movies like Jurassic Park, Twister, and The Perfect Storm. It has been a lot of fun, plus it’s super simple and easy. It is literally impossible to fail. I wish I considered some of my degree related classes to be my favorite, but they were a lot of work and only a little fun. I think everyone should take a random, stupid simple class at least once in their college career, if not every semester. Filling those Gen Eds with fun stuff helps break up the hard, upper level stuff. "
Not every class was easy for her though. Her hardest class was medical terminology. According to her, "(it) kicked my butt pretty good". Online classes were also one of her hardest classes in her college career, not having a specific time for the classes made life very interesting. 

And finally, would she do it all over again? Hell. No. 

"Although there are things I would like to do differently, I would never want to relive it… I gained a lot of life experience being a student, don’t get me wrong, I grew a lot as a person- I became an adult! Being in college certainly had a heavy influence on that process because I had to learn things like time management and financial management. Traveling out of state for school taught me so much, too. I never would have grown in the ways I did if I wasn’t in college, but correlation is not causation. I don’t know if I actually GAINED anything from being in school for five years, besides putting myself in $40,000 of debt and getting a degree that I don’t know what I will do with."
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Tragedy and Love

10/7/2019

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On September 17th, Suzie had passed. The fluid in her lungs was severe and would of needed aggressive treatment to be taken care of properly. The treatment would of been the kind where she'd need 24/7 care with chest tubes and constant medication with a minimum of $6000 to treat. It would have never gone away on its own with only medication. Brennan and I had to make the hardest decision ever. All the vet could say was it was a fluke illness, not sure of what the cause was since nothing at home changed and she's an indoor kitty only.
She was literally the best cat ever. She was shy but loved everyone. She had the patience of a saint and was loved by so many people. She loved her cuddles with anyone who needed it and was a fantastic therapy cat.

But then a miracle happened, or Suzie knew what we needed. 
A week after we had to put Suzie down, I had a friend call me and tell me his friends need help. They have a cat who has been home to home and they got caught with him. They had to pay a $100 lease violation fee and $50 a day for each day they kept the cat. It felt way too soon, we weren't ready for another cat, but I also know as a human, change is hard and home hopping is stressful.

We started with a 2 week trial with him and we didn't expect to fall in love to fast. He's definitely my cat, he follows me everywhere, even in the shower. The first 5 days was tough. He's a vocal cat already and stress made him basically yowl when he wasn't getting attention, which was basically when I was asleep. Then we learned he's curious, but clumsy. He'll jump onto things but completely misses, knocking everything down (including my computer but it's working!). He kinda hops instead of runs, and he walks crooked. He's also an ugly sleeper. He's a spaz but he's definitely my cat.
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Meet Snoopy everyone.


Rip Suzie 1/2017-9/17/19

In order to pay for her vet bill I am offering $100 sessions for a while to make up the rent money I had to spend and try and build up my savings again.
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